Hmmmm, where to start? This has been an interesting journey so far, the changes have been far reaching in me too. I find I become more assured of who I am by exploring the inner Mistress (well, letting Her out really!).I’ve had a lot of things going on in my life nilla wise too. There just seems so very little time to do all the things I want to, which is frustrating. The nilla pressure is starting to receed again now, thankfully.