I have found that exploring BDSM has been a very liberating experience for me.  23/07/06

My initial interest in BDSM was in order to understand some dear friends who were very into it. I wanted to be able to understand the subject that consumed so much of their minds and life. It also struck me as the “right” sort of thing to do, as I found some of the things they enjoyed incomprihensible at that point. Having undergone my own personal revolution, I felt the time was right to learn more. As I did I became more and more enthralled.Images of bondage had always been erotic to me. I can recall drawing pictures of captives as a child and finding them stimulating & exciting. I have a collection of erotic art and there is a distinct theme of bondage through it.For a while I satisfied this with corsets, but knew that I would find it a thrill to experience the art of rope. At this point I thought I wanted to be Mastered. Who knows, perhaps in my heart I still do?  Though I diubt I will ever find anyone who calls to that in Me - it’s so very tiny! The friends I had gave me a safe place to explore the fun side of BDSM. The games that you can play release an innocent joy that I have not had since childhood. Burned into my memory remains the games we played on New Year’s Eve - a very adult and erotic form of “apple bobbing”! My eternal thanks to you both, Master M & kajira (may you both find your respective joy now you are parted).

A pleasing serve from My kajirus, for and to Me.

Others see… 

Others see……..

Steel grey and jade green eyes…….glinting like granite

Lips set hard as ruby quartz

A soul bound in chains and tethered to a cold heart

Livid lines of pain on white skin

Pointed heels tipped in silver

A body bound tight in uncompromising leather and pvc

Corseted

Restricted

The harsh reflection of neon light from chrome manacles on the wall

The coiled kinetic menace of the crop and whip which hang beside

i see

You

And know that i am truly loved