I have found that exploring BDSM has been a very liberating experience for me. 23/07/06
My initial interest in BDSM was in order to understand some dear friends who were very into it. I wanted to be able to understand the subject that consumed so much of their minds and life. It also struck me as the “right” sort of thing to do, as I found some of the things they enjoyed incomprihensible at that point. Having undergone my own personal revolution, I felt the time was right to learn more. As I did I became more and more enthralled.Images of bondage had always been erotic to me. I can recall drawing pictures of captives as a child and finding them stimulating & exciting. I have a collection of erotic art and there is a distinct theme of bondage through it.For a while I satisfied this with corsets, but knew that I would find it a thrill to experience the art of rope. At this point I thought I wanted to be Mastered. Who knows, perhaps in my heart I still do? Though I diubt I will ever find anyone who calls to that in Me - it’s so very tiny! The friends I had gave me a safe place to explore the fun side of BDSM. The games that you can play release an innocent joy that I have not had since childhood. Burned into my memory remains the games we played on New Year’s Eve - a very adult and erotic form of “apple bobbing”! My eternal thanks to you both, Master M & kajira (may you both find your respective joy now you are parted).
tags:BDSM, fun, life, Master, New Year, Personal, sub
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