In reply My love:
I love you. I love what W/we have become and I love the promise of things to come. you are everything to Me and I will cherish you allways.
Ti amo
xoxoxoxox

I am blessed with the love of a rare and beautiful being……Thank you My darling pet……..
Perfect CompanionsSo many vignettes, so many facets
So many versions and all of a whole
We are all united - We are all seperate
Pieces en masse to crash apart in full

“11th Hour”
by Lamb Of GodThe hour of wreckoning draws near
Judgment day is here and gone
Sweetly she draws me
into her arms
A liquid embrace
to chase the day way.Sedate - Numb
Deaf and Dumb

>Stumbling into solitude.
>A clouded judgment day is fueled.
>Take me under your black wings
>Mark my words and remember me.

So sweetly she sucks
away at my time
So sweetly she draws me nigh
Closer and closer towards never ending sleep
Spin the bottle
Kiss only the bottle.
The dark Mistress of many,
beholden to none
Slips a ring of needles
around your arm
in an engagement

Eternal engagement
Never consummated.

NEVER CONSUMMATED.

TAKE ME UNDER YOUR BLACK WINGS
Mark my words and remember me.

Destroyer
of senses.

So take as needed for the pain
Another gray morning dawns across an ashen sky.
My sweet Demoness
beckons me

Ever again and again and again and again.

The dark Mistress of many,
beholden to none
My sweet Demoness
beckons me
ever again and again and again and again and again.

Take me under your black wings.

Jacked up on the taste of
self-destruction.

Twisted Barb (Intro)i wake up rather early
walk around a bit and smile
i had dreams last night of happiness
and you
and then i woke up to a world
where i couldn’t find you here
and when it sinks in
you aren’t coming
and when i must stay here
i find myself wishing that dreams were
more real than where we arei go through all this
each day i wake up
and hope to be happier
when i can speak again
with you
i know this is bliss
when caught in your glow
and you know i’m happiest
when i am safe again
with you

these shores are rather trepiditious
they stink of things long dead
and beaten in
i try to ignore the smells and embrace
a sea of space between us that i soon may fly
and when you come home
there inside
i find you looking
for clues of my
eventual return to where
the bed that holds us close

in these dreams we miss
we never seem to fight
and walk through the fields
of splendour and rapture
just two
and i know this is bliss
when i come and find you
these fantasies exist
when i am safe again
with you

say you love me
say you need me
say you won’t leave
stay eternally
don’t wake me
let me sleep
keep us in ease
stay eternally
don’t you know me?
don’t you feel me?
don’t you hear me?
stay eternally

..say you love me..

Twisted Barb (Part I)this is not an accident
it feels
much to real to me
i knew that fate would wind
up doing this to you
and when i touch your skin
it burnsand raises up
my face
to look up into
your face
it’s wonderful
to see there’s
a peace in there
i create

so don’t push me out of
this place of
serenity
it’s all i need
to be
push me
back out of
the place i need
to free
us from
this pushing need
that consumes me
complete

i know that you feel
the same as me
why fight losing wars?
why don’t you just accept
the need
to be a part of we
and hold my hands in yours
and see
we change reality
turn all these fantasies
into
more than the dreams we sing

emotional
orbits
entwined within
embraces
a pressing urge
to compliment
and satellite
each person

so we hang on to what
we breathe
each word that drips
like porcelain
honey
each breath
passed from our lips
to rest upon
our needs
stinging
and trembling
i quake to be
within
your arms
and in your shade
you make me safe
from me

Twisted Barb (Part II)

make sure you
understand
how i can feel
when you let me go
and know
that i see sadness
when you speak to me
and can’t

be here
be there
without the peresecution of those we know
those we love
and those we loathe

all these moments spent
in preparation
of these hearts that hurt
and now must heal if they
can ever hope
to have what fate would make
and lay here in this bed
we made
does it suit you too?
do you get a sense
of rape
for strangling away a pure

connection made
between lines
we trust that rage
will keep us fine
this distance saves
nothing
we stray too close
and can’t change

the face of emotion

make sure you
understand
how i can feel
when lost
and know that
i see despair
when i’m not there
beside..

be here
be there
without the persecution of those we know
those we love
and those we loathe

trust in our instincts
to find
a simple path to walk
lead me down the paths
that you
would walk if i am lost
come find me by your side
i never
left you alone since we
chose we must see this through
and feel
all that drowns our

sensible
thinkings
all logic is lost
in these waters
we can’t swim at all
but we float nice
and the currents strong
but will it drag us under?

i grip tight upon
your clutch
you ravage deep inside
my mindfields
and i push away
your curtains
to reveal a person
scared like me

just make us sure we
understand
how we feel
when left
and know that
we see reflections lost
when one’s not there
alive

be here
be there
without the persecution of those we know
those we love
those we loathe

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!I’m a Granny! My grandon was born today at 3.33pm, weighing 5lb 14oz. Mother & baby are doing well!
:) 

***********PLEASE NOTE*************
The slave kajirus 303-868-633 has brought dishonour to My collar and is no longer Mine. his collar is NOT retained by Me.The slave kajirus 302-868-633 is officially released from My service and protection as of 7th January 2007.
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Happy New Year to you A/all! Despite being in the wars so resoundingly, Imust admit the most recent twist of fate HAS brought Me some valuable lessons:

1) I am HUGELY blessed by the people I Have around Me. I have been so very cared for. One nilla friend (TT) took Me to hospital at the drop of a hat (where I had to have My hand put in a cast - told you I was dangerous!). A Master kindly fed Myself & My family an amazing meal, while his slave bathed Me and washed My hair and helped Me dress for a Playful night out.

2) It is vexing to go out to Play with Your hand in a cast! Mind you, feet are useful things, and I am ambidexterous!

3) I had no idea how much I’d miss Lifestyle Play. It feels like forever until My beloved poetrykrowe{TM} gets here.

4) Even I’m impressed with how much strength I’ve displayed while dealing with recent events (yes, impish krowe! you do indeed point this out to Me often! LOL!)

5) I’m healing exceptionally quickly, and exceptionally well

6) Hospitals are boring places & nurses get *emotional* if I sit reading “Whipped” while waiting for My next x-ray/test/etc!

7) I’m classed as an “edge player” in the UK (quite a shock as I don’t think I am….well, not really….not often!)

I love going to Play clubs! Am getting addicted to Nem2! Have been invited back this Friday & to the FemDom night later in the month

9) This is the second year I’ve welcomed in while being kinky! LOL!

Have a great 2007!

Hugs from the battered, but NOT beaten
TM
xxxx